Where Have I Been? And Why Have I Not Write Anything for This Blog?

    So, where have I been for the past 6 years since my last post? Why have I not write anything for this blog? And also, why am I starts writing in English all of a sudden? Well, the reason why I haven't wrote anything for this blog is because I feel like I'm not good enough to write. Which is funny because I made this blog because I WANTED to write. And another reason is that I get bored from doing this very fast.

    Then why even made this blog if you always gets bored to write? It all started from me buying a book about Blogger and blogging, the book talks about what blogger is, how can you make your own blog site with it, and it also talks a bit about blogging in general. The book was written somewhere in 2010-2011 (IIRC) and I bought it in 2017, after reading that book, all I could think about was how I wanted to make my own blog site. And from that, myheart-isyr.blogspot.com was born.

    I didn't have any writing skills back then -- and even now, I still don't know how to write for this blog -- so what I do was copying topics from books that I had lying around. I did this for a couple of weeks, but I stopped doing it because those writings are not mine and I didn't feel proud about it. But if you want to see them, unfortunately -- or rather fortunately -- those writings are deleted now -- and I don't think Wayback Machine has it.

     After that, I finally starts writing things by myself. During that time, I was interested in computer and internet, but what got my attention the most was hacking. And what I wrote reflects that. It started with tracking the location of where the email was sent, to website hacking -- largely known as defacing.

    But as the time went on, I feel like my skills in writing doesn't improve in any way, and I feel like hacking doesn't excite me as much as it used to. So I started writing less and less, and in late 2019, I decided to stop writing for my blog altogether.

    To answer the question of, "where have I been for the past 6 years since my last post?" My answer to that is, Nothing. I have done nothing meaningful nor beneficial for all those years (i.e. improving my writing, exploring more skills in IT while also improving the skills that I already have, etc.) and instead I chose to step away from computer stuff and IT altogether.

    In hindsight, that was the stupidest decision I ever made, and what I got out of it was that I don't have enough skills to get any IT jobs, my blog is now abandoned, and now I don't know where to go and what path should I take.

    And now, I want to start all over again, I want to go back to square one, I want to write again. I've been writing stuff that came into my mind on Facebook, it's not often but when I had something to write, I just start writing it and post it on my Facebook.

    I will try to come up with at least 1 (one) blog post for a week, and hopefully I can return to write for this blog again like I used to.